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And Here I am.
I won't write another entry complaining about Rebecca... It's getting old, and I don't think I'll feel like that again for a while. I think I'm starting to realize that whatever happens with her, I should at least try to not let it defeat me. I have friends, I have people who care and wonder where I am. And I don't think I write about them enough, the Chris's and the Tiffanys and the Ambers and the Emos in my life... The Crazy ones too, the Stephanies, the Bens... the list goes on. I think that if Rebecca left me today, as much as I would cry and hurt and feel like my life isn't worth it, I think that one of those people would be there to catch me. I still don't think life is that great or worth my time, but I think that if I decided to jump off a bridge, one of them would stop me. You know what else I got? Music. I've found so much good music recently, and it's all thanks to them too. What's really making me be ok, is that if I lost the Love I have for Rebecca, probably the strongest most heartfelt emotion I've ever had. I still have my Love for them, and my Love for what could be, for my possibilities... After all, I am Robby, the best thing since sliced bread. I Love ya'll. And all y'all who Love me, I Love you too.
PS: Don't make me show you my EmOH-OH-OH face
I won't write another entry complaining about Rebecca... It's getting old, and I don't think I'll feel like that again for a while. I think I'm starting to realize that whatever happens with her, I should at least try to not let it defeat me. I have friends, I have people who care and wonder where I am. And I don't think I write about them enough, the Chris's and the Tiffanys and the Ambers and the Emos in my life... The Crazy ones too, the Stephanies, the Bens... the list goes on. I think that if Rebecca left me today, as much as I would cry and hurt and feel like my life isn't worth it, I think that one of those people would be there to catch me. I still don't think life is that great or worth my time, but I think that if I decided to jump off a bridge, one of them would stop me. You know what else I got? Music. I've found so much good music recently, and it's all thanks to them too. What's really making me be ok, is that if I lost the Love I have for Rebecca, probably the strongest most heartfelt emotion I've ever had. I still have my Love for them, and my Love for what could be, for my possibilities... After all, I am Robby, the best thing since sliced bread. I Love ya'll. And all y'all who Love me, I Love you too.
PS: Don't make me show you my EmOH-OH-OH face