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robbyandlife

Another entry.

Mar 12, 2005 20:13

So here I am, once again, killing some time... I'm waiting for Billy to come get me and Ben so we can go hang out at his place with him and Stephanie. Pretty lame night as usual, but I guess someday it'll get better. I'm looking forward to leaving this coffin of a place for Venezuela. I'll be able to clear my head, think about someone other than ( Read more... )

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hmmm elyseapeach March 13 2005, 21:17:43 UTC

yeah... I um... I dont know... I think I am better off that we dont talk anymore- it's wierd though, because we talked all the time and now I go to bed way earlier and I have more free time. Its just wierd. Mostly though, I feel like a shithead for never talking to Ben. :( I do miss you guys... do you think you're better off too?

Re: hmmm robbyandlife March 14 2005, 00:12:49 UTC

Well, I didn't think you would be "better off" not talking to me, but I guess if I think about our two weeks, and consider the latter half, you're probably right. The reason I stopped calling is because of something Rebecca had mentioned to me... She had told me about the thing where even seeing her put me in a bad mood, before I wrote the LJ entry or told her, in fact, I think she mentioned you telling her. That's when it hit me that my previous comments had been right, about the two sides, and having to be on one of the two. See, Ben is my friend, so I can tell him I hate Rebecca to death, and not even think twice about it ever reaching Rebecca. But with you,it's sort of a grey area. I mean, I can tell you something, and sort of put faith in the fact that you're my friend before hers, but having to put faith in it isn't my cup of tea when baring my soul. So I thought about it, and realized that things between us as amazing cute people that should date were way over, and things between us as rad people that should hang out and be ( ... )

echosofeternity March 17 2005, 20:47:23 UTC

Gee Thaks Boy Child I'm a pretty lame night.

No Girl Child. Not at all. robbyandlife March 18 2005, 11:00:12 UTC

Nah, your not. I'm guessing you're Stephanie too. It's just how I feel most nights Steph, not cuz of you, but because of everything else.

echosofeternity March 18 2005, 18:28:19 UTC

I understand completely, and you guess right, ten points boy child! And I am sorry you feel that way most nights I wish that could change and you could be happy.