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I found this and it totally sums up the way ifeel about most drugs... i worte it excactly one yer ago to today
I’m still very stressed out but now I have fallen under the clutches of the valerian root. It was then that I decided that I don’t like valerian root, when I’m stressed out that’s real emotions. The calm induced by the root is very fake. And I know it’s fake. It’ drives me nut’s that fake calm is just about every thing I’ve ever been against in my life. You know I like to embrace pain. And when you take pills you don’t embrace anything you just mask it. These thought’s should have stressed me out but they don’t or can’t. I need a walk so I though in some nineties pop rock that I have and take off. I just walk around the block down by john smith whites. I see a cop car in his drive way with the light flashing. When I get back to fourth no one seems worried. I’m still very angry and pissy but I don’t show it so I just grab my book and go sit in a corner. Logan and Lindsey take off. I’m worried but don’t say any thing because I’m way to over protective of people
I’m still very stressed out but now I have fallen under the clutches of the valerian root. It was then that I decided that I don’t like valerian root, when I’m stressed out that’s real emotions. The calm induced by the root is very fake. And I know it’s fake. It’ drives me nut’s that fake calm is just about every thing I’ve ever been against in my life. You know I like to embrace pain. And when you take pills you don’t embrace anything you just mask it. These thought’s should have stressed me out but they don’t or can’t. I need a walk so I though in some nineties pop rock that I have and take off. I just walk around the block down by john smith whites. I see a cop car in his drive way with the light flashing. When I get back to fourth no one seems worried. I’m still very angry and pissy but I don’t show it so I just grab my book and go sit in a corner. Logan and Lindsey take off. I’m worried but don’t say any thing because I’m way to over protective of people