Im trying to make this work

[robbin_ta_hood]

but i cant do it.
im trying so hard to be a better person.
but i cant do it.
im struggling and im fighting as hard as i ever have.
ive been told im way too hard on myself but i have to be
i have to be hard on myself if i want to achieve anything in life.
if i give myself a little slack im done for
im pretty happy with most things but for everything else
i beat myself up.
and i cant stop
i just want to fucking be a better person
and its the hardest thing in the world to completly change yourself.
i only know because ive been trying for the past 74 days
god if you really are real and you really are there why cant you just help me a little bit
im helping myself as much as i can and im doing this all alone.
i cant be alone in this.
its too much for me.