Oct 07, 2004 14:42
I feel like shit.I deserve it. Lately I feel like one of my really good friends has been slowly drifting away. More and more each day. I love her, and maybe she knows it, but does she feel it? I care about her a lot, I really do, it's just sometimes our personalities clash, yanno? Is it on my part for being so selfish that I have to have everything my way, and I always have to be right? Maybe. Is it on my part for not making attempts to be friends with her outside of our mutual friend? Maybe. These are all questions I can only answer with a maybe because I was too ignorant to make attempts to find the answer when I had the chance to do so. Hopefully, i'll be given another oppurtunity to be able to the answer to these questions, maybe i'll be that lucky. So now i'll go listen to the Postal Service, think about her a little bit, and perhaps write this essay for English that is due tonight.