Sometimes you want the story, other times you just dont...
Last night (this morning, today, whatever, i'm still awake) was everything I wanted it to be. I spent quality time with AlieOi and it rocked my face off. Its not that we've "gotten old" and can't "party hard" its just that we (being me and most of my good friends) have come to a point in which we appreciate each other and what we have to say and the value of friendship. Seriously, i would rather have one beer and Eat&Park conversation then get trashed and wake up not really remembering what any of my friends said to me. I love causing a roudy mess every now and then, but man, it never QUITE compares to intellectual/heartfelt/meaningful conversation. The conversation may not end up fostering some huge scheme of a story, but I think I like remembering conversations more.
So Alie and i are hanging out lots because I have no actual place to reside and am lacking a 'real' job and therefore, that leaves all the more time to reflect and grow and mentally work things out...And I know I have friends that will help me do that. I think i've learned more from them then perhaps 4 years of college. Life is like that i suppose and maybe, thats the entire point of undergrad degrees.
Have I mentioned that Alie went StraightEdge...only not...but yea? Because she did (kind of) and it makes me want to drink less and smoke less....and god knows, I need to smoke less. Props to Alie..but never give up the sex AlieOh....never the sex...unless it is with boys of course, but you know how i'd feel about you becoming a lesbian. We need more heteroqueerWomYn like yourself.
Okay, its 6:15am. i should really finally sleep. bah bah bah.