May 01, 2005 16:44
These are the things that i've done.
Lately I've been full of apologies. I keep fucking up little things and i feel the need to compensate (overcompensate?) for those mistakes.
I still can't focus. I've been trying to write a three page paper for 4 hours and i'm not finished yet. My mind won't stop working on overdrive. In an attempt to slow its function, I have committed myself to aimless hours of texttwist...which has only resulted in not working on other projects.
On the plus side, i also posted many an add for room renting in Pittsburgh. If anyone has a room they would like to rent out for a bit, let me know! I'm still semi-homeless so please help me out...i'm clean, i pay bills, it can work i tell you!
I also have to work on my thesis defense which is tomorrow afternoon at 11:30am. I'm hoping they don't bombard me with killer questions that make me look insanely stupid. I like to think that i'm not going to look stupid, but i get so nervous during planned public speaking events that i have a tendency to forget what the hell i'm supposed to talk about. Let alone talk about my thesis for 35 minutes to an hour! Can i talk about anything planned for an hour??? probably not. ahhhh!
Me + 3 professors + power point = good time? ahhh, wish me luck.