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I finally got all my laundry done, I love it how it take me well over a week to get my laundry done. I am always so lazy. I usually just wait until I absolutley have no boxer shorts to do my laundry. Other than that I got all my shit packed for florida, daniel is taking me on sunday. In a little less than 37 hours I will be on a plane to florida, with a short detour in Charlotte, North Carolina of course :D
I am spending another night alone, I love having no friends and friends that constantly put their "lovers" ahead of me, is that selfish of me? Jesus, I guess I just want that one person to go out to the bar with me. Amy was that person, but now she has buck the fuck and has no need for people like me anymore, she has what she needs. Oh well. I've always been alone in one way or another, the more I think about my past. I've just dealt with it differently at times. It's just even harder when I live with a fucking couple, ugh, sometimes they drive me nuts. they shower together, treat the dog like it is a real child, go to bed early together, and do everything together. I feel like the red headed step child that is in the other room,but pays rent. Kinda sucks, but I will manage. 12 whole months and I am free to do as I please, I'll have a license and degree. I am thinking of moving to Florida to live with my mom for a bit, see how things go there, maybe stay in C-town for a bit, but really who is there that it'd be worth living there? I can always go and visit my girl Crain wheneva. I guess we will just wait and see what 2004 brings me :)
I am spending another night alone, I love having no friends and friends that constantly put their "lovers" ahead of me, is that selfish of me? Jesus, I guess I just want that one person to go out to the bar with me. Amy was that person, but now she has buck the fuck and has no need for people like me anymore, she has what she needs. Oh well. I've always been alone in one way or another, the more I think about my past. I've just dealt with it differently at times. It's just even harder when I live with a fucking couple, ugh, sometimes they drive me nuts. they shower together, treat the dog like it is a real child, go to bed early together, and do everything together. I feel like the red headed step child that is in the other room,but pays rent. Kinda sucks, but I will manage. 12 whole months and I am free to do as I please, I'll have a license and degree. I am thinking of moving to Florida to live with my mom for a bit, see how things go there, maybe stay in C-town for a bit, but really who is there that it'd be worth living there? I can always go and visit my girl Crain wheneva. I guess we will just wait and see what 2004 brings me :)