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so the talk/lecture is over. and right before i went to post this i read what leslie wrote. dawn is great and wonderful. and yes i'm a fucktard for messing up such a great thing i had going. so anyway. told my mom about substances i had done. she is disappointed with an accident i had with someone. that one was something she wasnt expecting. didnt really make me feel any better telling her all that stuff. i hope dawn got off easier if her dad had to talk to her about what everyone thought. dawn was the most wonderful person i had in my life. but bridges are burned now. clinging onto the past drowns you in the future. so i gotta move on. i hope she finds a nonpsycho guy that will treat her good without the little things i id to screw stuff up. no sarcastic comments. no remarks with hidden meanness. so an i move on with my life and stop it with my screw ups? lets see if i can. i'm sorry everyone and yes i mean it. God, please help stop me from fucking up anything more.