I don't know. Obviously if you're walking away from the possibility of working on something big, without knowing first hand how hard it is there, as a reader living millions of miles away it's going to seem like a bit of a risk to leave that opportunity. I know if I scored a job working for a huge company, and it would be on my CV forever, I'd probably be pissed off with life in general, but stay anyway, just out of sheer knowing what's the right thing to do in the long run that will put food on my plate, and one day my family's plate.
I don't know man. Obviously you seem unhappy, but maybe it's an idea to wait it out a little bit, see how you feel in a few weeks, or a month or two months? Certainly I'd say if you have a big job, it deserves the consideration it should get, rather than just jacking it in at the spurr of the moment.
I don't know. It's obviously you're choice, and obviously I can't really say what's best. All I know is I work as a ***kin accountant. It is most definately not what I wanted to do, at all, in a million years. Offices are horrible, and I remember saying to my dad when I was a kid, look I just never want to work in an office ok, it would drive me crazy. But the thing is, I can do it, people seem impressed and pay me for it(although I'm unemployed thanks to recession redundancy), and it'll pay for things, and one day pay for hopefully the things my family want. Of course, there's plenty of times where I feel like buckling and just giving in, but I never do, I always strengthen my resolve to show people I'll never break and I'll suceed in the end.
Anyway, hope whatever happens, it's the right thing for you dude.
Thanks Rich, and actually you would be right. unfortunately the big part i am leaving out is that since my phone drama last week, sex and the city has mysteriously been on a bit of hiatus, and has not been returning my calls. leading me to assume the worst.
i plan (idf only for shits and giggles) to briefly follow up with them before i venture out, but , the gig only lasts untill oct 15-nov1 (give or take a day) anyway, which means it would only delay the inevitable for tops 1 and a half months or so.
i am above feeling shame
but i will not be supid anymore..
thank you man for the sound advice. life is supposed to be the pursuit of happiness.
the moment we stop striving for perfection or settling for garbage is when we may as well just die.
I don't know man. Obviously you seem unhappy, but maybe it's an idea to wait it out a little bit, see how you feel in a few weeks, or a month or two months? Certainly I'd say if you have a big job, it deserves the consideration it should get, rather than just jacking it in at the spurr of the moment.
I don't know. It's obviously you're choice, and obviously I can't really say what's best. All I know is I work as a ***kin accountant. It is most definately not what I wanted to do, at all, in a million years. Offices are horrible, and I remember saying to my dad when I was a kid, look I just never want to work in an office ok, it would drive me crazy. But the thing is, I can do it, people seem impressed and pay me for it(although I'm unemployed thanks to recession redundancy), and it'll pay for things, and one day pay for hopefully the things my family want. Of course, there's plenty of times where I feel like buckling and just giving in, but I never do, I always strengthen my resolve to show people I'll never break and I'll suceed in the end.
Anyway, hope whatever happens, it's the right thing for you dude.
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unfortunately the big part i am leaving out is that since my phone drama last week, sex and the city has mysteriously been on a bit of hiatus, and has not been returning my calls. leading me to assume the worst.
i plan (idf only for shits and giggles) to briefly follow up with them before i venture out, but , the gig only lasts untill oct 15-nov1 (give or take a day) anyway, which means it would only delay the inevitable for tops 1 and a half months or so.
i am above feeling shame
but i will not be supid anymore..
thank you man for the sound advice. life is supposed to be the pursuit of happiness.
the moment we stop striving for perfection or settling for garbage is when we may as well just die.
well maybe not die, but u know what i mean :)
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