Big Day Tomorrow

Nov 24, 2011 01:25

You'll have to excuse my punctuation, because my period button is broken due to my son's desire to use the keyboard as a surf board  I need to dig out my old one

Anyway, big day tomorrow  My college grad happens tomorrow evening, and it's an odd feeling
It's pretty cool in that I finally get recognized for something I thought I'd never do, but at the same time, I don't really feel that I've accomplished anything  I'm not working, or anything, and it seems that all I really did was found something to occupy a year of my life

I finished Law Enforcement Foundations at a private career college (the name of which I refuse to print, in the off chance that someone may actually read this, and go there), and let's face it: I look like a bouncer or a prison guard; so it seemed like a good field to go into ( I still plan to, but my back injury is a major roadblock)  I wish I'd have thought to go to a proper school, but it seemed like a good idea to get to work in a year, instead of the two it took at a real college  Little did I know, that technical schools are the biggest crock of shit in the scholastic universe

I hate the school, hate the fact that I'm 30,000 dollars in debt because of it  GODDAMMIT, I want that cap and gown  That's why we go to college, ain't it?

My dad and I have a tenuous relationship at best, and for some reason, I invited him to the grad  I don't know what I was thinking (oh yeah, My grand mother needed a ride)  Maybe it's my way of sticking it to him: "I did it, so fuck you!" The little kid in me wants Daddy's approval, but the adult wants to shove the diploma right up his ass

My mom however, was instrumental in me getting through school  She helped in ways I can't even begin to describe  She helped me financially, spiritually, and she kept my morale up when I wanted to quit  Thanks, mom; I love you

My girlfriend, Crystal, kept me going too  She stood by me when I was being a dick, and freaking out over stupid shit

My buddy Joe helped a ton too  He watched the monster I call a son, so Crystal and I could go to school at night  Thanks, bro

Mainly, I want to thank MY FUCKING SELF!  I did the work, I sweated the exams, and I did the research

Anyway, I'm off to bed to get a (hopefully) good  night's sleep  I have a big day full of "Fuck you daddy, but love me" to look forward to

Cheers
Cooper
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