Dec 14, 2005 15:35
I had coffee this morning, but was seriously considering not taking any, so that's an improvement. I'm really looking forward to meeting with my sponsor after work, and I'm looking forward to going to the gym as well. I didn't get into work till 2:15, but I did get some cleaning done, I went to see Dr. Jorgensen, and I'm in a decent mood.
I'm late applying to med school, both my age and in the year, so I understand it'll be hard to get in. Truth be told, I'm thinking of osteopathy and trying to get a DO/PhD. I can go to VCOM, which is closer to home, except I don't know if I'll be able to keep Heather, because there's no law school there, and she's set on going to NY. I maybe should have put off applying until next year, when I could apply for the best med schools the first time around. But from where I'm at now, I can look at straight MD at schools that probably all are stretches, I can look to grad school, I can put everything off a year and persue other goals, I can persue DO, put that's lower status and could affect my future alot, who the fucks going to listen to DO's from VCOM when there are MD/PhD's from Harvard?
My MCATs are competitve anywhere though, so maybe I'll get into UVa, then I can see Heather sometimes, and she'll be happy enough to go there, I hope. Its sort of unfair, med school is going to be hard for me to get in, alot harder than for her to get into law school, but she's so rigid on what she'll do. Except yesterday she was like "I don't want to stop you from going where you want" Yesterday, when it was months after I needed her to show flexibility. Yeah, after the deadline, after I spent all that money, now she'll be fucking reasonable, when it won't cost her anything. Great now I'm angry.