tears falling free as rain (a bad day rant)

[roary1812]

So the only thing good that has happened today is that I have a good picture on my alcohol permit. Work sucked this morning, I feel awful, I'm exhausted, my haircut sucks, and I've been told I do nothing right, I'm inconsiderate, and yet again fat. I really don't want to go to work like this, Serving and pretending to be chipper makes it that much worse. I really want to go on this training trip so I can get out of here. I want to be told good job by someone who doesn't work at buffalos, I want to be pretty to my family, I don't want to burden anyone anymore, I want to eat and not hear my mothers words,I want to sleep a whole night through, and I want a hug. I haven't had a hug since may 3rd.

I feel better now. 2 hours til work; I shall attempt a nap.