blankness
does not need to be forced it ought to come just like that
(i wish)
I will focus on You and You alone.
Nothing else shall matter, no matter how much my heart tells me otherwise.
"the past is a great darkness, and filled with echoes. Voices may reach us from it; but what they say to us is imbued with the obsucrity of the matrix out of which they come; and, try as we may, we cannot always decipher them precisely in the clearer light of our own day." - The Handmaid's Tale