That doesn't mean.....
I was going through instagram, which I rarely do anymore.
And I saw a post from my ex. Sheryl. I am on good terms with all of my exes except for 3. Even then I'll probably hear them out. She posted a picture of a plate of chipotle on top of her laptop with netflix up in the background. The caption was saying how she loves her bf for bringing her chipotle. She's been with this guy for long while, years. And I am genuinely happy for her. She found someone she obviously cares about, seems to be in a healthy relationship and she seems like an all around better person.
Sheryl and I happened years and years ago. She's probably the only person that know my really dark side. The side that wants to give up. She's been with me through some really bad insomniac nights - days. I've been with her through her dark days and nights. Despite those things, the bad things there were still so many good things.
In that moment I just thought of how I miss her, talking to her late late nights. Her being the first person to send me a message every morning. I really miss her voice, how she used to sing to me. She has a true gift. The little things she used to do. And missing her, missing those things about her doesn't mean I want her back or would even consider it. But it's nice to think when your in a relationship - was- with someone that it is because you did genuinely care for them and had an interest in them, no matter how things turned out. It's sort of a comforting feeling actually. I'm glad I can still think about her and think good things.
It's amazing how many things you miss when you're in it.
She should have been one of the ones I fell madly for.
Even saying that - realizing that, doesn't mean i'd want to be any different between us now.
It's just comfort.
Just because the stars still shine, doesn't mean I can't miss looking at them with you
And I saw a post from my ex. Sheryl. I am on good terms with all of my exes except for 3. Even then I'll probably hear them out. She posted a picture of a plate of chipotle on top of her laptop with netflix up in the background. The caption was saying how she loves her bf for bringing her chipotle. She's been with this guy for long while, years. And I am genuinely happy for her. She found someone she obviously cares about, seems to be in a healthy relationship and she seems like an all around better person.
Sheryl and I happened years and years ago. She's probably the only person that know my really dark side. The side that wants to give up. She's been with me through some really bad insomniac nights - days. I've been with her through her dark days and nights. Despite those things, the bad things there were still so many good things.
In that moment I just thought of how I miss her, talking to her late late nights. Her being the first person to send me a message every morning. I really miss her voice, how she used to sing to me. She has a true gift. The little things she used to do. And missing her, missing those things about her doesn't mean I want her back or would even consider it. But it's nice to think when your in a relationship - was- with someone that it is because you did genuinely care for them and had an interest in them, no matter how things turned out. It's sort of a comforting feeling actually. I'm glad I can still think about her and think good things.
It's amazing how many things you miss when you're in it.
She should have been one of the ones I fell madly for.
Even saying that - realizing that, doesn't mean i'd want to be any different between us now.
It's just comfort.
Just because the stars still shine, doesn't mean I can't miss looking at them with you