addicted

[roamingdolphin]

to live the rush
to feel the pain
to take that blade
across my vain

to see the blood
run down my hand
the colour red
my new best friend

to live the rush
just to feel alive
dead on my own
but there's life at the end of the knife

to feel the pain
the cutting flesh
gives me comfort
through my world of mess

to take a blade
across my wrist
a pain
that i have missed

to see the blood
oh so red
haven't done this in a while
but mentally i'm still addicted.