dear you
Dear you,
Today was hard. Maybe not as hard as yours. But hard non the less. Hard because you were the first person i thought of when i awoke and i knew immediately that that meant nothing. There was no phone call from you...but there was an email. Shocked that i even got one i cried before i read it...and when i did i cried some more. No this is not a feel sorry for kim thing...this is just me expressing my feelings. It's weird because i want so much to make you see that i do love you and that what we had was real to me. I wish i could make you see how sorry i was for everthying from now till whenever. I'm sorry. I know you'll probably never read this...but i guess it's some kind of way for me to feel like i'm communicating with you. Anyway... it's weird not having you around. Its only been a few days...but it feels like a lifetime without a love you once knew. A lifetime without you. I hope that you haven't given up on us...right now i think you have...but deep down i wish that there is at least a string of hope for us...somewhere. one more chance, one more dance, one more smile, one more laugh, one more hug, maybe even one more letter...is there one more "excuse me miss"?
Today was hard. Maybe not as hard as yours. But hard non the less. Hard because you were the first person i thought of when i awoke and i knew immediately that that meant nothing. There was no phone call from you...but there was an email. Shocked that i even got one i cried before i read it...and when i did i cried some more. No this is not a feel sorry for kim thing...this is just me expressing my feelings. It's weird because i want so much to make you see that i do love you and that what we had was real to me. I wish i could make you see how sorry i was for everthying from now till whenever. I'm sorry. I know you'll probably never read this...but i guess it's some kind of way for me to feel like i'm communicating with you. Anyway... it's weird not having you around. Its only been a few days...but it feels like a lifetime without a love you once knew. A lifetime without you. I hope that you haven't given up on us...right now i think you have...but deep down i wish that there is at least a string of hope for us...somewhere. one more chance, one more dance, one more smile, one more laugh, one more hug, maybe even one more letter...is there one more "excuse me miss"?