i got a myspace last week at the request of the mafia whore, so ive been trying to get used to using that and havent updated this, so im gonna recap from that. and if anyone else has a myspace
heres mine. im becoming a pro at all this html shit, cause i have to do it all by hand, because my mac doesnt like the little cheat menus that livejournal gives me.
Subject: well
Posted Date: Tuesday, August 16, 2005 - 5:50 AM
well this is fun, or not. this doesnt like safari...at ALL. it crashed like 5 times just trying to set the damn thing up. oh well, this whole thing is really crazy. it shall take a lot more getting used to than livejournal did. anywho.. here i sit at work, where i have literally done nothing all day. and its been torture because the "drama queen" would walk over here every five minutes arms flailing about like a mad man complaining about everything that goes wrong. its like. dude. i could care less. please leave me alone. and he smells and shit, its gross. ugh. i cant wait for terry and bob to come back, so we can make tdq a pretty crown with his name on it. hah, and tear for me, because bob isnt coming back until monday now.. k, welp im gonna go fuck with the colors and shit. farewell
Subject: Countdown!!!
Posted Date: Tuesday, August 16, 2005 - 10:16 AM
The countdown has begun!! less than two days till i move out!! im so excited! i went shopping yesturday with jessika and danielle to get shampoo and stuff like that. and i only have a few more things to pack up. im so excited. my aunt wanted to go and make the extra bedroom a little living space for me so me and my friends can hang out there, and it would be like a little appartment. and i told her that if she wont let me pay rent then i dont need a living space. she was even talking about going out and buying me a tv for my room! theres a tv downstairs, that tv is fine. lol. hah, yesturday my dad was looking up russian brides on the internet, and he was telling me that they all looked pretty good except he realized that they were all a year older than me and how weird that was, (43-19) and i just kinda laughed inside, cause im sleeping with his boss.(50-18) haha.. wow.. lol anywho... my brother got a tight curl perm, omg its hilarious.. he looks like a girl. its great. when my grandparents left my mom and brother went out in the front yard to play frisbee...and she was being all giddy and happy and fake. its like she was trying to shove it in me and my dads face how they were bonding, and it was like. wow thats not obvious. w/e. im outta here, i still have to tell her im leaving, and i dont exactly know how im going to be doing that. heh, welp im gonna go finish packing. farewell
Subject: whoohooo
Posted Date: Wednesday, August 17, 2005 - 12:46 AM
sweet, just talked to ollie and bill about me working here part time when school starts, and they said that it was fine but they'd have to talk to bob (kinda sarcasm, like to scare me i guess.. but i know what bob would say, so i just kinda laughed.) oh and i found out bob and terry would be back this monday, which is good, meaning i only have 2 more days left with the drama queen. he tried seeing how the R&R went or something, and if it passed, and i just said that "this wasnt his department" and went on with the R&R. im sorry, but when im aggrivated the hell out of everyday by the same weasely person. i tend to express to them how i feel. lmfao, like will. i so pulled a will yesturday, he comes up just staring at the computer while im typing the numbers in, and so i stop, turn, and say loud and obnoxiously "CAN I HELP YOU?" and will does it all the time, so it made me think of him. lol. welp time for lunch, farewell.
Subject: *le deseo los muertos*
Posted Date: Wednesday, August 17, 2005 - 11:19 PM
so i unofficially moved out yesturday, jessika came over to help me load up my car and clean up my room a little bit. then we went to my aunts and unloaded my car and then sat and talked to her for a little while. i gave jessika my stereo, cause i dont use mine anymore, and hers just died, so i thought it would be a nice "parting" gift i guess you could call it that. by the the time i got home it was almost 11, and before i went to bed i told my mom that i was moving in with my aunt, and she just sat there, looking at the tv. i explained my reasonings, i need to be somewhat stress free before school starts, cause i know im gonna freak out, im already having anxiety attacks about it. cant eat, sleep like shit, ya know.. the usual. so after she said nothing, i went to bed. i heard her yelling at my dad, (like it was his fault or something) and she said that if i move out, then all funds would be cut, and i would have to pay for everything. which, at this point, im fine with, if it means leaving the house for good and never having to deal with her shit again, ill go get some student loans and a credit card. i think my car insurance is 100 or so bucks a month, i can set that aside to pay, susie wont let me pay rent or buy my own food, *but i will anyways*, and if all that means that i dont have to sit in a miserable smoke filled "home" then im fine with that. im sorry, but when i feel like im out of place and unwanted in my own home, then its time to leave. im staying the night at my aunts tonight, seeing as how all my shits there, and shes home alone for the weekend, ill keep her company. welp almost lunch time, farewell
Subject: i hate having to put a subject, thats crap
Posted Date: Friday, August 19, 2005 - 7:00 AM
so i had to move back in yesturday. like wtf is the deal. no one understands why i couldnt move in with my aunt. no body gets it. not a single person in my family understands what the problem is. its so freaking rediculous. my aunt and grandparents think that its my parents trying to actuallly cut my funds off or w/e and make me pay for everything anyways, or they dont want me to go to college. anyways. i was talking to brenda (a.k.a. selma) about work and everything, and she was talking about how she tried to get her son a job there, and bob bower (my boss, ..) wouldnt hire him, curious i asked why, and she said because bob was an asshole, lmao, i tend to dissagree, but she cant know that, or even suspect that, she hates the fact that i work there. its funny. this has been the slowest week that ive been there, there was seriously nothing there for me to do, it was horrible, made an easy 400 bucks tho, so i cant complain. o) im babysittin the kids this weekend, im excited, i havent seen them since my graduation party. i need a cleanser for my screen, theres dust all over it and its bugging me. i get to go to uofm next wednesday beause AOE (alpha omega epsilon) is going to show me around, and take me to where all my classes are, which is exciting. welp im gonna go make some taco rice, cause it sounds yummy, farewell
Subject: white castle
Posted Date: Monday, August 22, 2005 - 3:50 AM
its so effing hard to stay focused on work right now, seriously, this is torture. its his first day back, and things are akward as hell, and here i sit, my view now blocked by a computer monitor. ugh. whilst i wait for him to come by again i shall recap my weekend. friday afterwork, i dont remember what i did. i dont remember what i did saturday either. i know that i babysat the kids on sunday, and after that i went shopping with jessika and bought 7 pairs of jeans. *yay i have clothes now!!* cause my OA ripped my fav pair, damn over excitedness. lmao, then we went and got krunchers and mac nd cheese from kfc, and went and ate at the park. then we went and drove around for a while, and i took her to the automated white castle at ford road and 275, i think it was her first time at a white castle too, lol. then we went home and stopped by meijer to pick up toilet paper and pop, and i saw harold and kumar to white castle and bought it cause everyone who i know thats seen it said it was hilarious, so we went back to my place to pee, and then we went back to the park and watched the movie on my laptop. its kinda scary that i have no recollection of friday night and saturday. welp, its time for lunch, farewell