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Have you ever had one of your best friends hate you? let me tell you its not a good feeling. Liz is pissed off at me and has been for about a week or 2 now, and i only just found out why she is pissed off at me. She didn't tell me, i only found out because michael told me. Apparently she rekons that i don't invite her to do anything, i only invite michael. Yeah well that may be true, but only because everytime i ask her to so anything, she's always busy or not allowed. And i'm at that stage where i've just given up asking her because its always a "no i can't, i'm busy/not allowed".
Friendships suck.
Without my friends i'm nothing. They're all i have and now i have one less person. I may as well just end it all now. I even wrote her a really nice letter that told her how i felt, and how much i care about her, but did it make a difference...NO. Not only am i sad at the moment, i'm also pissed off because i also wrote michael a letter telling him how much he means to me and stuff. And then he told me this afternoon that liz read his letter and he read hers.....THEY WERE PRIVATE LETTERS....do they not care how i feel about them showing each other? They could have at least asked me if they could read each other's letters.
Now whenever i'm with Michael and Liz i feel like an outcast. They always sit together and talk and stuff and i'm just left to sit on the other side of Lydia, nowhere near my 2 best friends.
I HATE IT....i just want things to go back to how they used to be. We were all so close, but now they've gotten closer and i've just drifted apart from them.
I really wanna move. Just get away from here. Make new friends and start a new life. But its not that easy, my parents won't move and then i'd be away from my sister, my only true friend in this world. I guess i'm just gonna have to except the fact that i've lost one of my best friends and if i'm not careful i could lose the other one too.
xoxo mon
Friendships suck.
Without my friends i'm nothing. They're all i have and now i have one less person. I may as well just end it all now. I even wrote her a really nice letter that told her how i felt, and how much i care about her, but did it make a difference...NO. Not only am i sad at the moment, i'm also pissed off because i also wrote michael a letter telling him how much he means to me and stuff. And then he told me this afternoon that liz read his letter and he read hers.....THEY WERE PRIVATE LETTERS....do they not care how i feel about them showing each other? They could have at least asked me if they could read each other's letters.
Now whenever i'm with Michael and Liz i feel like an outcast. They always sit together and talk and stuff and i'm just left to sit on the other side of Lydia, nowhere near my 2 best friends.
I HATE IT....i just want things to go back to how they used to be. We were all so close, but now they've gotten closer and i've just drifted apart from them.
I really wanna move. Just get away from here. Make new friends and start a new life. But its not that easy, my parents won't move and then i'd be away from my sister, my only true friend in this world. I guess i'm just gonna have to except the fact that i've lost one of my best friends and if i'm not careful i could lose the other one too.
xoxo mon