OMG!!
OMG tragic news today (well i actually found out yesterday but its still shocking me) Billie Joe has died his hair.....BLONDE!! yes thats right blonde..HOW DARE HE!! he looked so hot with black hair :( oh well he still rocks my world.
I have a dilemma on my hands. I think it may be possible that Michael likes me again (Shit ur reading this ey michael).. i mean i like doing "stuff" with him but i've never liked him that way and i don't think i ever will. I guess i feel kinda bad, like i'm leading him on or something..i just dunno :S Guys are so confusing, take pete for example he can't make up his mind, and now i'm afraid that i've fucked up bad and he'll never like me again..i mean i was kinda a bitch to him but i had my reasons. He just never put in any effort, i kno we were never together or anything but even a friendship needs effort from both ppl..don't u agree?? arrgh msg from pete...ohh its not interesting :(
You kno what i don't understand...how come a person can keep disapointing you time after time but yet you still go running back to them and are more in love with them then ever before?? It confuses me. You think that the human brain would register the pain and feelings would disappear. This happens with other things eg. say u eat a cheeseburger that tastes really gross, you won't go back to it for ages because your brain remembers the bad taste over the good taste...why can't this happen with people and feelings??
On a lighter note, i'm going to Jinn this Friday night with Michael..should be fun. Theyre a really good band...I'm all depressed pete just msgd me..he says that he doesn't like me that way anymore...i fucked up big time now he'll never like me again and i like him more then ever, i wish we could be together :(
xoxo mon
I have a dilemma on my hands. I think it may be possible that Michael likes me again (Shit ur reading this ey michael).. i mean i like doing "stuff" with him but i've never liked him that way and i don't think i ever will. I guess i feel kinda bad, like i'm leading him on or something..i just dunno :S Guys are so confusing, take pete for example he can't make up his mind, and now i'm afraid that i've fucked up bad and he'll never like me again..i mean i was kinda a bitch to him but i had my reasons. He just never put in any effort, i kno we were never together or anything but even a friendship needs effort from both ppl..don't u agree?? arrgh msg from pete...ohh its not interesting :(
You kno what i don't understand...how come a person can keep disapointing you time after time but yet you still go running back to them and are more in love with them then ever before?? It confuses me. You think that the human brain would register the pain and feelings would disappear. This happens with other things eg. say u eat a cheeseburger that tastes really gross, you won't go back to it for ages because your brain remembers the bad taste over the good taste...why can't this happen with people and feelings??
On a lighter note, i'm going to Jinn this Friday night with Michael..should be fun. Theyre a really good band...I'm all depressed pete just msgd me..he says that he doesn't like me that way anymore...i fucked up big time now he'll never like me again and i like him more then ever, i wish we could be together :(
xoxo mon