I found out why I do the things I do.
I was sitting here, I realized that everything I do. It never satisfies me. Things I am so happy with, I realize could be betterm and usually fuck it up more. I can point so much shit out.
I think i fucked up the worst this time, but then agian im just dramatic when i've been drinking. But it pushses everyone and everything away from me. not only do I have this problem, but its more then one thing at once, and I over whelm myself, then fall apart worst then before.
I think i fucked up the worst this time, but then agian im just dramatic when i've been drinking. But it pushses everyone and everything away from me. not only do I have this problem, but its more then one thing at once, and I over whelm myself, then fall apart worst then before.