Jun 20, 2007 10:21
This weekend was fun. Lots of good times. "It smells like pot in here" haha.
last night was not so much fun though. my eyelids were still a bit swollen this morning from crying. i hate that. it was rough, but it all worked out in the end.
it's just a lot for me to handle right now. at lot of responsibilities all crashing down on me at once. well not at once, per say, but very close together. and i'm scared...i'm terrified in fact...that somethings going to go wrong. and what am i going to do then? where do i go? i can't survive on my own.
this whole growing up thing came at me really fast. suddenly i'm an adult, getting married, buying a house. it's a lot.
i'm sure i'll be fine, but i'm not sure how long it will take.