to the world...i'm just one girl
it's been awhile since the tears fell. i guess it's about time then. i'm so tired.
frustrated and fed up... i can't deal.
what is my problem? i mean... i do this to myself. i know i do. i'm the only one who can stop it, but it's like i don't want to. it's like i enjoy the pain and the torment.
anti-depressents? yeah... i don't think so.
i honestly feel like screaming right now. like i have this big scream stuck in my chest that just needs to come out... it hurts.
i'm so done.
frustrated and fed up... i can't deal.
what is my problem? i mean... i do this to myself. i know i do. i'm the only one who can stop it, but it's like i don't want to. it's like i enjoy the pain and the torment.
anti-depressents? yeah... i don't think so.
i honestly feel like screaming right now. like i have this big scream stuck in my chest that just needs to come out... it hurts.
i'm so done.