Why am I doing this?
I dunno why I'm doing this... I dunno why I'm still talking to him... Was that wise? At all?
Hrm... I've agreed to teach him to play the guitar - noticed he was pretty cautious in inviting me out again this time hahaha :D "You need to tell your mom or else she might call the cops" "Why would she call the cops" "I don't know" - hahahahaha. I wonder how my mom's gonna take this. Shoot. I sure hope she'll quit the teasing part. It's incredibly weird. It's like I'm so conscious of him all of a sudden - always wary and freaked. Hmm... I notice my reaction to him changes everyday - sometimes I'm really freaked out by him and sometimes I just want to forget and talk to him... crazy... haha
Oh God! Please, PLEASE don't let Mama be stressed again today!!! PLEEEEEEEEEASE!!! I don't know... It's always just nerve-wracking whenever she's stressed. I always feel like I'm about to jump. She becomes very- I dunno... naggy? and irritable (uh... obviously :D). I always feel this hot panicked flush in my cheeks whenever she starts nagging Ibarra and I. Haha - makes me really just want to get away > even just in sleep :D It's actually making me want to go back to the Phil.. haha - to get away from it all! Orphaned waif talaga wahahahahaha... :D
Oh yeah - I introduced ***(why do I still do this? heck I dunno anymore... hahahaha) and Kuya Jason to each other over ym just about an hour ago hahaha. Talk about awkward :D But I'm glad kuya Jason was a good sport and was really friendly :D Hahahaha. *** was a little quiet. Dunno what that meant. To be honest, I don't know why I did that - hahaha. To be a good friend? Maybe. Not. I dunno... hahaha :)) (YM emoticon)
Hrm... I've agreed to teach him to play the guitar - noticed he was pretty cautious in inviting me out again this time hahaha :D "You need to tell your mom or else she might call the cops" "Why would she call the cops" "I don't know" - hahahahaha. I wonder how my mom's gonna take this. Shoot. I sure hope she'll quit the teasing part. It's incredibly weird. It's like I'm so conscious of him all of a sudden - always wary and freaked. Hmm... I notice my reaction to him changes everyday - sometimes I'm really freaked out by him and sometimes I just want to forget and talk to him... crazy... haha
Oh God! Please, PLEASE don't let Mama be stressed again today!!! PLEEEEEEEEEASE!!! I don't know... It's always just nerve-wracking whenever she's stressed. I always feel like I'm about to jump. She becomes very- I dunno... naggy? and irritable (uh... obviously :D). I always feel this hot panicked flush in my cheeks whenever she starts nagging Ibarra and I. Haha - makes me really just want to get away > even just in sleep :D It's actually making me want to go back to the Phil.. haha - to get away from it all! Orphaned waif talaga wahahahahaha... :D
Oh yeah - I introduced ***(why do I still do this? heck I dunno anymore... hahahaha) and Kuya Jason to each other over ym just about an hour ago hahaha. Talk about awkward :D But I'm glad kuya Jason was a good sport and was really friendly :D Hahahaha. *** was a little quiet. Dunno what that meant. To be honest, I don't know why I did that - hahaha. To be a good friend? Maybe. Not. I dunno... hahaha :)) (YM emoticon)