Nov 16, 2005 19:05
As again I am doing really well on the bright side on the negative side emotionally I am not,its riduculous my life.I need a liscense so I can drive to the beach so need it.Well at least next semesters coming up I will have a chance to meet new cool friends to hang out,which reminds me that guy named russ I meet at the start of the year,Ironically reminds me of a more sarcastic( I mean sarcastic in a meaner way then Rachel) he acts almost exactly the same; when I laughed at the question from the FAQ on saddleback website"whats the meaning of life?" 42 ,which instictinvly made me think of Rachel as she read me that passage,he knew the exact book.Quirky...and metaphysically strange though I don't think hes actually into new age stuff he knows the terms when I tease about having telekinesis and teleportation and OBEs and such and such.
Persistant but a fatal jerk who assumes a lot...I said a lot of qualities and a mean version mind you.
He dresses up for fun and is very blunt...Also psyciotic.
Not quite someone I want to hang out with cus I don't favor a jerky self centered appeal but all the things hes says and does is like her with the exception of out right bluntess and jerkyness in everysecond.
I don't remember anyother examples anymore other then the ones listed the new aGE KNOWLEDGE and the book and the piece of being perceptually blunt just in differnt degrees for Rachel its something that aides her to go about getting what she wants but for him it just down right imposterous.
Oh I remember the thing that most reminds me is the randomness...Hes got the same sense of delight/humor as Rachel thats why...
Yea oh yea and after countless attempts of trying to bring me down in one conversation,next thing he does is ask me out for icecream*sigh*
... I was like ...you never asked if I have a boyfriend have you
him:no I don't believe I have,what icecream do you like(goes on to what hes saying not getting the point
Me:I should tell you I have a boyfriend
Him:well I need to go soon...
Him:Crazy freshman are really rare should have known you would be snatched up(is that supposed to be a compliment?)
Him:I guess that gives me a challenge
(followed right after by)
Him:well I am going to go and say in my own arrogance that thats your mistake
(okay he just told me I was a challenge followed by a major diss that rejecting him is a mistake..what the heck..irony)
{his fault the way to my heart is in no way being an arrogant,presumptuous,snotty jerk,which he has been from the beginning so no offence to him but I was never attracted to him} I like guys who know how to be a man by being a genuine gentleman and admitting to having emotions,All guys have emotions and every country its not to accepted so I like guys who put enough trust in me to share their emotions,to me it defines a real man,not someone who thinks they're a man and (they're)all that.
Let this be a lesson if you are a jerk and act as if you have no emotions, with an air as if you are better then everyone else,the furthest you will ever get with my heart is "the friend", and on top most likely not a close friend either.No matter what you look like(or think you look like)you will get nowhere with me other then maybe a causual(sp?) bop of the head and a hi.
and (metal)rock opens my heart