Dec 03, 2006 00:00
Do I Care?
If you just don’t care…
Does that mean you’ve given up?
Is it possible to give up entirely?
Or can you just get so close that you barely
See a point to keep moving and living
No matter how much you try, all you keep giving
Just loses all it’s fun after a few moments of it
Then you walk in circles looking up shit
On the Internet, trying to crack a smile
But getting it out is a long mile
A mile I don’t even know if I want to walk
It seems so pointless to talk
Every time I hear a knock
On the door, I ask why get up? I’ll just be right back
But sitting down just gets boring and shit
And bit-by-bit you drift
And start thinking and get all miffed
And what’s the point? And get all scared…
(Chorus)
Do I care?
This just sucks
All the fucks
Out there
They just keep worrying about things that don’t matter
It just makes me all that much madder
Then I just give up caring, and I’m all the sadder
Looking in the mirror, I shake my head
Wishing that this feeling was dead
And never came back to me
Then I might just be happy
For longer than 30 seconds, then just get over it
Maybe, just maybe I can uncover shit
And stop pretending to be OK
And actually enjoy the day
And have a little fun
Run around in the sun
Play sports like I did when I was kid
Like when everything was perfect and nothing went wrong
We’d hang out all day long
Go home and hug my parental units
And count the minutes
We were together, cause I was so joyful
Yeah I enjoyed that time and all
But now I count the time till I can flee
And just leave and be by myself, just me
And think about it and get all scared…
(Chorus)
i'm sure at some point i'll think this sucks...but i don't care...=/