Oct 05, 2006 20:35
i actually do love my sister...and yes i kinda knew it all along. i don't trust her...and i don't want to talk to her. but more so for her as for myself. If i was to talk to her, i would have to tell her that i don't miss her, again. If i was to talk to her i would have to tell her i don't trust her, again. If i was to talk to her i'd have to listen to her being sad, again. But i'm not going to lie and say i do. It just won't happen. and i am sorry for how i'm going about this, i really should do something different...but not untill she actually realizes what he did. those 4 words..."What's the big deal?".
quick look into what the big deal is...
my trust...you basically just asked what's so good about my trust...gee thanks.
so basically...because i love her...i hide the truth from her? now i'm not sure...i guess it makes me feel better not to tell her those things...i don't know anymore...i'm pretty close to just giving up with her...
and once more...when it rains it pours...