wa wa waaaa.
forget it.
Dear _______,
I hate how I can't even say hello to you. How I'm not even myself around you &I don't even know why. You make me so nervous &I never know what to say. &That just gets me so pissed off because that's not who I am at all. You're really really special to me &I get so brought down when we don't even talk..
I just wish that I can stop being so shy. It's really affecting me &I can't take it..