Jan 19, 2006 20:56
ugh.ugh.ugh.ugh. i feel like i have no privacy anymore. this is gay. as if she never did these things when she was in highschool. so what i had a beer. im a kid. atleast i didnt do speed practically everyday for 5 months like she did. she dosent realize how good of a kid i am compaired to most. i know shes my mom and its her job to care, but i mean come on. i keep my grades up and excell in everything i do school wise and more, im not off screwing millions of guys and getting billions of std's( i havent even had sex yet, nor am i gonna any time soon), ive never gotten in trouble with the law before, ive never gotten in the car with a drunk or high driver, ive never done acid or crazy killer drugs, i dont sneak out of the house, yet she trys to be all calm and everything leaving me comments and hanging up the picture, trying to make me feel horrible. but honestly if i could back in time, i wouldnt change a thing, i had a great night with friends. they kept me laughing and happy unlike this family. its not like i do it every weekend, once every 3 or 4 months. big woop.
and i know your gonna end up reading this, but i dont care. maybe if you stuck to your word i wouldnt feel compelled to do these things, i mean not like youd care about me and micahs feelings anyways. right?