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So this week has been a crazy one. I've been more social this week than I have in months. I have gone somewhere every single night. I think I must be coming down w/ something.
Sunday- was the Yellowcard/SoCo show w/ Steph, Jenny and Brandon, which was soo amazing
Monday-Went downtown and played trivia at Maui Jacks w/ Matt, Lisa and Steph.
Tuesday-Bestbuy shoppin and lunch w/ Matt and trivia w/ same people as above plus a few others.
Wednesday-Hit up Chillers w/ Thomas, Lisa, Matt and Sheeda. Absolutely fun drunk times making fun of people.
Thursday-Less Than Jake show downtown w/ Steph
Friday-Went and saw Kill Bill vol. 2 w/ a bunch of people and then went to Fiji's Cracked Diamond Semi-formal w/ my awesome lil.
I really need to stay in this weekend..lol. I have 2 finals due Monday and they are both ridiculous hard. I don't even know where to begin. I really do get the feeling I'll be getting kicked out of school this semester..if that's what they do. Guh. I think I will literally hang myself from the balcony if that happens. I've been trying so hard to do well in my classes and I just keep coming up short time after time. I got a C on my last test and almost cried. Who knew a C would bring me to tears. I'm just completely aggravated. I have no job and everyone likes to keep pointing that fact out to me. Like I'm not pissed off enough by it. I've applied for like another 5 jobs and nothing is looking promising. These are all entry-level positions and I still can't seem to get my foot in the door. I don't know what to do.
If I'm still in school after this semester, I don't have class again until summer B so I'm going to be sitting on my ass all the time if I can't find a job. I am soooo worthless.
I just need to get through w/ the next week of my life already. Monday my 2 finals are due and Wed I have my final project due in research methods. I have no idea what kinda of grades I'm gonna pull off. As of right now I have 2 Bs and a B+, but after these finals..who knows. BLAH! I give up!!
Wednesday night I think I'll hit up Chillers again and get fall down the stairs drunk...b/c I need it. I've just lost my patience w/ just about everyone and everything. I love hangin out w/ people but sometimes it just isn't worth all the stress that it brings me. I need to learn not to let so many things phase me. Lately I've been getting better about just laughing things off. If someone screws up it's not my problem regardless of the fact I'd like to help them...I just can't be dragged into anymore petty drama.
Anyway it's time to go get some work done or just pass out. Good luck w/ finals all. I'm such you don't need it as much as I do.
Sunday- was the Yellowcard/SoCo show w/ Steph, Jenny and Brandon, which was soo amazing
Monday-Went downtown and played trivia at Maui Jacks w/ Matt, Lisa and Steph.
Tuesday-Bestbuy shoppin and lunch w/ Matt and trivia w/ same people as above plus a few others.
Wednesday-Hit up Chillers w/ Thomas, Lisa, Matt and Sheeda. Absolutely fun drunk times making fun of people.
Thursday-Less Than Jake show downtown w/ Steph
Friday-Went and saw Kill Bill vol. 2 w/ a bunch of people and then went to Fiji's Cracked Diamond Semi-formal w/ my awesome lil.
I really need to stay in this weekend..lol. I have 2 finals due Monday and they are both ridiculous hard. I don't even know where to begin. I really do get the feeling I'll be getting kicked out of school this semester..if that's what they do. Guh. I think I will literally hang myself from the balcony if that happens. I've been trying so hard to do well in my classes and I just keep coming up short time after time. I got a C on my last test and almost cried. Who knew a C would bring me to tears. I'm just completely aggravated. I have no job and everyone likes to keep pointing that fact out to me. Like I'm not pissed off enough by it. I've applied for like another 5 jobs and nothing is looking promising. These are all entry-level positions and I still can't seem to get my foot in the door. I don't know what to do.
If I'm still in school after this semester, I don't have class again until summer B so I'm going to be sitting on my ass all the time if I can't find a job. I am soooo worthless.
I just need to get through w/ the next week of my life already. Monday my 2 finals are due and Wed I have my final project due in research methods. I have no idea what kinda of grades I'm gonna pull off. As of right now I have 2 Bs and a B+, but after these finals..who knows. BLAH! I give up!!
Wednesday night I think I'll hit up Chillers again and get fall down the stairs drunk...b/c I need it. I've just lost my patience w/ just about everyone and everything. I love hangin out w/ people but sometimes it just isn't worth all the stress that it brings me. I need to learn not to let so many things phase me. Lately I've been getting better about just laughing things off. If someone screws up it's not my problem regardless of the fact I'd like to help them...I just can't be dragged into anymore petty drama.
Anyway it's time to go get some work done or just pass out. Good luck w/ finals all. I'm such you don't need it as much as I do.