long week.......

[road2recovery]

Well everyone said before surgery that you wont feel a thing or any pain at all...........bull shit!!!!!! ive never been in so much pain in my entire life after i woke up from surgery. i went into surgery at about 12 30 and i was supposed to be out in and our around 1 30 but it ended up gettin fucked up and i ended up gettin out at 3 00. I was supposed to get a bolt in my shoulder to match the three boneas together but the bolt wasnt long enough so it ended up breaking through and it popped outta my skin. so then they cut another hole in me and stuck another bolt in me so now i have 2 bolts in my shoulder that are anoying as fuck. after i woke up i had to weight about 30 minutes before i could go back into my room where my parents were. finnaly i ended up in their but i hardly realized it cuz i was so drugged up and shit. then i puked about 6 times and then took some pill that knocked me out. aboyut an hour later i woke up in a hospital bed in a new room with a tv with my mom. i started to feel less groggy but still in a lot of pain. As soon as i pissed i could leave but till i did i had to stay in the hospital, well aboyut 2 hours later i finally pissed. i could barely stand so it was a bitch. lol. then they told me i could eat somtin so the nurse went and got me chocalate ice cream.mmmmmmmmm.. well about 25 minutes later around 8 30 i was able to leave the hospital. i was sooooooo out of it. then the whole car ride home i felt really sick and stuff. i opened my eayes when we pukked in the driveway and i saw my dad waitin for me and i felt deisent and as soon as i stepped outtra the car the ice cream made a comeback. it didnt hold back either. i musta puked bout 6 more times in da driveway. wasnt pretty! then i got into the house and went to bed. i think i slept thorughtout the night pretty good but about 7 o clock i woke up and stayed awake for the whole day. i felt so shitty. i was in so much pain. i hope i never have to go through that again in my life.well saturday night my baseball coach calls me and tels my dad that teddy and travis were in a car accident and teddy passed on. ;( im rele sorry travis for what hapened and im here for u if u need to talk or n e thing.teddy u didnt diserve to pass on. i only knew you for a few months but you were awesome...great baseball player, good friend and a great person. i miss you buddy.;( well sunday morning wasnt rele great. i was still ion a lot of pain and my neck was rele sore. well itswensday now and i havent been in school all week but im definetely goin tommorow. im gonna have so much makeup work. but saturday starts spring break!!!!and im in a fucking sling. oh boy sounds like fun.this better start feelin better or im gonan loose it. well im out.
peace

ertl

RIP- teddy #12, u will always be missed, i luv ya bud.