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Yeah. New Lj. I wanna make the layout good but its being evil >=( poo. so ignore it.
Well anyway, i'm under so much pressure right now. i'm not happy. I'm so behind in school and i'm finding so hard! I was really trying not to cry in maths today. Lol. I find it all so hard. Even if i understand what we do in class, which isnt always the case, i seriously forget it all straight away! in like, a week. I can't remember how to do anything!!! *crys*
And i'm behind in everything else aswell.
Oh fuck.
Well my weekend was crap. I didnt do anything. I put off my work and ended up not doing ANY! im so fucking stupid i hate myself sometimes. And on sunday i wasted like the whole day because I went to the gym, which splits up my day, and it was too busy for me to go in! And my mum had gone and I couldn't get hold of her so i had loads of trouble. In the end my dad came for me and we had to search the shops for my mum O.O
Apart from that one good thing did happen this weekend. The most amazing thing! i got tickets to see Red Hot Chili Peppers in Hyde Park, London on the 19th June. They are doing 4 gigs, only just announced! I can't believe i managed to get tickets! Its like impossible! the four gigs sol dout in a few hours!! I am soo happy i can't tell you. I love this band more than anything and its like one of my life ambitions to see them play live!! w00t!
Best be off to do some work *sigh* <3
Well anyway, i'm under so much pressure right now. i'm not happy. I'm so behind in school and i'm finding so hard! I was really trying not to cry in maths today. Lol. I find it all so hard. Even if i understand what we do in class, which isnt always the case, i seriously forget it all straight away! in like, a week. I can't remember how to do anything!!! *crys*
And i'm behind in everything else aswell.
Oh fuck.
Well my weekend was crap. I didnt do anything. I put off my work and ended up not doing ANY! im so fucking stupid i hate myself sometimes. And on sunday i wasted like the whole day because I went to the gym, which splits up my day, and it was too busy for me to go in! And my mum had gone and I couldn't get hold of her so i had loads of trouble. In the end my dad came for me and we had to search the shops for my mum O.O
Apart from that one good thing did happen this weekend. The most amazing thing! i got tickets to see Red Hot Chili Peppers in Hyde Park, London on the 19th June. They are doing 4 gigs, only just announced! I can't believe i managed to get tickets! Its like impossible! the four gigs sol dout in a few hours!! I am soo happy i can't tell you. I love this band more than anything and its like one of my life ambitions to see them play live!! w00t!
Best be off to do some work *sigh* <3