I'm feeling so nostalg, I'm feeling so nostalg.
I can't believe my college experience is done. FOREVER. I hate change and a ton of my friends are leaving or are already gone. I am probably leaving in a month. Graduation day went wonderfully.....my fam was there, the weather was great, the food was amazing, and I stayed up until 5 am and laughed with many of my best friends here. But I'm not ready for it to be over. I wish I could know I will have my dream job and family in the future, and then this in-between stage wouldn't be so scary. I just hate not knowing what the future holds. I mean, in a way, it's cool bc I can do whatever I want. But for a girl who hates change as much as I do, the fear and sadness are kind of taking the front seat right now because the reality of the change is so fresh. I'm also really worried about keeping in touch with people. I will definitely make a huge effort, but it really does take interest on both sides, and some people can't even make an effort when they live across campus. Maybe those people aren't lasting friends, which has to be the case with some people I guess. I just feel like college really is where I met my lifelong friends and I hope I do stay in touch with everyone. I can't imagine my life without these people. Ok, well I better stop before I cry again, so bottom line is: I'll be here for at least a month so hang out wiht me! And give me your contact info. And keep in touch!