And my triumphant return...?
So, according to the last post, it's been about two or so years since my last post.
Just an update:
I'm 1 1/2 years into college.
I'm now a Psych major.
I'm 1 1/2 years into my Air Force ROTC program (may be going to field training in the summer.)
I miss my friends.
I've got vertigo.
I haven't dated anyone since I broke up with Nicole...
My best friends are married
I got hit by a truck on my bike (that was fun...)
etc. etc.
It's been a while, hasn't it? I don't know what inspired me to come back to LJ... But I think now, more than ever, I'm going to need it. It's been rough lately, between family matters, financial matters, academic matters, relationship matters, and so on. Once you're out of your house, everything hard in your life get magnified by at least 10, 5 if you're lucky. I'm not the shining academic I used to be, and not because I slacked. I'm only a very tired man (of 19 years) who hates having to wake up each morning at 4:30 a to get to Air Force physical training or LeadLab on M W Th & F. I know it's for the best, thus I don't complain. It's just so weird, though. For one thing, knowing that I'll never "live at home" with my family anymore on a permanent basis. To do so would be wrong. heh I'm moving at a pace I'm comfortable with, I suppose... I'm just really tired. Classes aren't that bad, but they are undeniably tough. I haven't had above a 3.0 since I began college. *fake gasp*
For the time being, though, I think I'll come back here to say what I need to say, just for the sake of saying it. After all, everyone needs to yell sometimes.
"...Everything seems awkward to me, nothing is quite as it should be! If this keeps up I'm sure I won't get by! ...But then I close my eyes and try to smile: I know things are bad and getting worse... But after all this I can rest a while, and then I'll party party!" -Shin-chan
Just an update:
I'm 1 1/2 years into college.
I'm now a Psych major.
I'm 1 1/2 years into my Air Force ROTC program (may be going to field training in the summer.)
I miss my friends.
I've got vertigo.
I haven't dated anyone since I broke up with Nicole...
My best friends are married
I got hit by a truck on my bike (that was fun...)
etc. etc.
It's been a while, hasn't it? I don't know what inspired me to come back to LJ... But I think now, more than ever, I'm going to need it. It's been rough lately, between family matters, financial matters, academic matters, relationship matters, and so on. Once you're out of your house, everything hard in your life get magnified by at least 10, 5 if you're lucky. I'm not the shining academic I used to be, and not because I slacked. I'm only a very tired man (of 19 years) who hates having to wake up each morning at 4:30 a to get to Air Force physical training or LeadLab on M W Th & F. I know it's for the best, thus I don't complain. It's just so weird, though. For one thing, knowing that I'll never "live at home" with my family anymore on a permanent basis. To do so would be wrong. heh I'm moving at a pace I'm comfortable with, I suppose... I'm just really tired. Classes aren't that bad, but they are undeniably tough. I haven't had above a 3.0 since I began college. *fake gasp*
For the time being, though, I think I'll come back here to say what I need to say, just for the sake of saying it. After all, everyone needs to yell sometimes.
"...Everything seems awkward to me, nothing is quite as it should be! If this keeps up I'm sure I won't get by! ...But then I close my eyes and try to smile: I know things are bad and getting worse... But after all this I can rest a while, and then I'll party party!" -Shin-chan