Damn its hot as hell
Well Im workin on things here in my neck of the woods. Almost fell apart a couple times but was fixed.
Last night was almost the end of it all, but after being persistant, it came back to life better than i expected.
In 4-6 months Im no longer going to be alone, Im not going to be known as my name. I was proposed to this morning at 7:10am after a fight that should have broken me away but made me fight for it to work out. I accepted.
Now this is something...I havent known the guy long and I get married, someone i knew didnt know the guy long and she moved in with him. I guess this is going to make me happy stick to it.
I did mess up with people that I concidered my friends. I was wrong for my actions and I just needed to get away from things and in reverse it got away from me. My mind is clear and im happy. no sad face on this girls face. In reality i needed to change, to make myself better and in turn it will make things better in life. I needed someone that i felt comfortable with to push me to talk more, tell them how i feel and why do i feel this way. I need this reality to be better and I feel good. I felt good with everyone but i didnt feel good about myself. Now slowly but surely i do see what people see.
I got to get goin time for work. I havent had a cell phone in some time now, so I missed a lot of calls and missed a lot of voice mails. If u called and i havent talked to u Im sorry, i wil have a working phone by the 7th.
see u if I see u
To people who graduated this month or months past
Sorry didnt get to come or anything
I have had problems gettin around myself
u know my digits, they havent changed
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Last night was almost the end of it all, but after being persistant, it came back to life better than i expected.
In 4-6 months Im no longer going to be alone, Im not going to be known as my name. I was proposed to this morning at 7:10am after a fight that should have broken me away but made me fight for it to work out. I accepted.
Now this is something...I havent known the guy long and I get married, someone i knew didnt know the guy long and she moved in with him. I guess this is going to make me happy stick to it.
I did mess up with people that I concidered my friends. I was wrong for my actions and I just needed to get away from things and in reverse it got away from me. My mind is clear and im happy. no sad face on this girls face. In reality i needed to change, to make myself better and in turn it will make things better in life. I needed someone that i felt comfortable with to push me to talk more, tell them how i feel and why do i feel this way. I need this reality to be better and I feel good. I felt good with everyone but i didnt feel good about myself. Now slowly but surely i do see what people see.
I got to get goin time for work. I havent had a cell phone in some time now, so I missed a lot of calls and missed a lot of voice mails. If u called and i havent talked to u Im sorry, i wil have a working phone by the 7th.
see u if I see u
To people who graduated this month or months past
Sorry didnt get to come or anything
I have had problems gettin around myself
u know my digits, they havent changed
1