school is almost over but what the hell did i get into
I sit here at my second job after the day from hell. I have had to clean up after a lil boy, appologise after the lil girl hit an old woman with her stuffed dog(mom failed to tell me that shes afraid of old people), chase after the lil boy to go to the bathroom, hear the lil girl cryin just about 5 mins ago about she has to go poo poo and im becomin a reck. I need more than what shes givin now to compinsate. Sorry!!!
I wonder how things could of been if i just answered and did things differently from then. I feel lower than pond scum...im like the puss in pond scum. I messed up a lot and i dont know how to fix it. I was goin to go to my girls house and leave a card and a rose for mothers day and the same at her moms house but when i got into work the cards were gone and I was called in at 2 instead of 3....no biggy but messed me up with driving and tryin to heal things.
My mom, auntie gale and dawn went to the cemetary to pay respect to my grandma. My mom started to cry and we had a conversation over her like she was still here, just outside and feeling nice out. I told them that i gave her a piece of her cake that she always liked...next thing...COFFEE!!!!(Foldgers, nothin else). after that we went to see my great grandparents and talked to them and seen we will get them flowers to go with the bushes my mom and grandma planted yrs ago. its my turn to do that too.
i dont know what else to say to every woman out there but happy belated mothers day
I do still care
i do have a heart
Im sorry for all the wrong i have done
bye bye fo' now
I wonder how things could of been if i just answered and did things differently from then. I feel lower than pond scum...im like the puss in pond scum. I messed up a lot and i dont know how to fix it. I was goin to go to my girls house and leave a card and a rose for mothers day and the same at her moms house but when i got into work the cards were gone and I was called in at 2 instead of 3....no biggy but messed me up with driving and tryin to heal things.
My mom, auntie gale and dawn went to the cemetary to pay respect to my grandma. My mom started to cry and we had a conversation over her like she was still here, just outside and feeling nice out. I told them that i gave her a piece of her cake that she always liked...next thing...COFFEE!!!!(Foldgers, nothin else). after that we went to see my great grandparents and talked to them and seen we will get them flowers to go with the bushes my mom and grandma planted yrs ago. its my turn to do that too.
i dont know what else to say to every woman out there but happy belated mothers day
I do still care
i do have a heart
Im sorry for all the wrong i have done
bye bye fo' now