ah sad :( watched Odd Girl Out
hey y'all! i started crying watching this movie called Odd Girl Out and the depicting of true life bullying is truly pretty accurate to what goes on in high school. its so sad that someone would want to end their life with constant bullying and its not just at school but also at home on the computer-it seems to get you-it really is saddening :( it makes me pissed and i just don't know what to do about it. and i'm kind of ashamed at myself not because i have not bullied anyone, but now i am out of high school, but the last year in a half that i was-the high school scene really started to get to me and i am so happy that it was just that much time and not before. cause i think i would have gone insane! i started thinking about what other people wanted me to be like-that i have lost myself in that short period! i started to even think about looks over soul, i never stated them out loud, but in my head-it was there, which in the past before i highly had morals for to look at the soul before looking at someone physically because honestly i used to and i'm gaining myself back as i write, i believe a person's soul is what makes that person physically attractive-:) and Thank God i'm gaining my old self back in those terms! i know i felt sick when i would look for the person physical trait before soul-it was never really me. I even started to make points about things such as hating school, and movies that i didn't really think were all that badly made and etc. to be able to have a say in common with the people i hanged out with. :( it was sad and i know, but now hopefully that i know what i know, myself can become stronger when faced with similar difficult not myself situations! :)
so please to anyone out there who is bullying or saying such mean things, please stop and THINK about how it FEELS to YOU or a LOVED ONE BEFORE you say such things that could truly hurt someone.
and to those being bullied, i know its not much, but hang in there, you can and will make it-mucho peace to y'all!
rnbfreetobe :)
p.s. movie is really good-check it out! :)
so please to anyone out there who is bullying or saying such mean things, please stop and THINK about how it FEELS to YOU or a LOVED ONE BEFORE you say such things that could truly hurt someone.
and to those being bullied, i know its not much, but hang in there, you can and will make it-mucho peace to y'all!
rnbfreetobe :)
p.s. movie is really good-check it out! :)