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May 18, 2005 07:58

Not sure if frustrated is the right mood but it is close I suppose. More like... Eh. :)

So last night was an interesting night, a bunch of my friends and I including my roommate Mike went out for dinner and drinks and had a lot of talks. Its interesting to see how different everyone is from myself. We talked at great lengths about the "game" and how for some its enjoyable and for others they just want to get to the end and forget the process.

In these discussions, the realization that was come to is that I need to be challenged, and become easily bored. And I totally believe them. Its so hard sometimes to know what and who is best for you. I find myself constantly pondering moving to say Disney world, because it would be different, something I enjoy, but something that is so completely different than my current life. I feel in some ways that boston is wearing out on me.

I have plenty of thinking to do. Where do I want to be. Why so often to I become fixated on things that can never be, probably wont be, and in the cases where I could just go, I never do.

I guess its too early in the morning to know. And I have to go to work :\ :) More to come :)
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