Well We Meet Again Mr. Bond . . . .
Well I haven't written in this journal in at least 4 to 4 and a half months so I might as well update. In the last 4 months I have graduated from high school, quit Circuit City, Heather became my girlfriend and has sense became ex. I went on my senior trip to San Diego and for about half the time I had a good time, the other half of the time I wanted to leave and take the 6 hour drive home by myself. My best friend Chris decided that his current girlfriend wasn't doing him any good so he has decided to go back to his ex-girlfriend Melissa. I have no idea why because he broke up with her because he wanted to date more but then he got into a 6 month relationship with Tawna and is probably going to get in another serious relationship with Melissa.
I really don't know what happened with Heather. For some reason I really feel that I gave into her when I asked her what she wanted from our relationship. And she said that she wanted us to be together (boyfriend and girlfriend) and at that point in time she kind of put me on the spot so I had no choice but to say ok. I mean what do you say to that "Well thanks, I just wanted to know where you wanted this to go." It just doesn't work that way. So after about 3 months I just really couldn't take it anymore. I just couldn't keep going out with her and pretending to feel the way that she did when I have had questions about our relationship since Day 1. Plus I just didn't like how she treated me compared to how I treated her. I played summer softball with the guys from Sunsplash and she came to like 2 of my games. Both weeks she left in the middle to go to Circle K and sat on her hands the whole time. Even when I got injured in one of the games she never even came over to see if I was ok. I know this seems like something little but it was something to me. Girls from work were cheering more for me than my girlfriend and that is what pissed me off. Plus during the whole time we dated and were going out I got two thank yous from her. One was for the $400+ I spent on prom and a dinner at Old Chicago, the other stuff in between then (movies, numerous dinners, etc.) I think those two things were really what made my decision.
I am still sadly working at Sunsplash where I am overworked, underpaid, and underappreciated. My boss Brad, who I have sense become friends with got fired because of some stupid shit and some help from his so called friends stabbing him in his back. His replacement Tanya has no idea how to run the department and has sense screwed everyone espesically the supervisor staff. So right now I am looking for another job but to no avail. I have turned in apps but I haven't gotten a lot of callbacks which disturbs me. I may have one last hail mary in Circuit City it depends if my old manager Joe will give me my job back. If I can swallow my pride and call them I may be able to get my 8.25 an hour job back which would be nice because then I could get my motorcycle. For the last 6 weeks or so I have been learning to ride a motorcycle with Chris and despite my parents lectures and wishes I would like to get my license and I have already been pre-approved for my loan so now all that I need is another job and everything would be complete. I have more than enough money to do it right now but I also would like to keep my bank account at a respectable level or at least put away something for a rainy day.
Well that definately doesnt cover everything from the last four months but I am all written out for tonight.
I really don't know what happened with Heather. For some reason I really feel that I gave into her when I asked her what she wanted from our relationship. And she said that she wanted us to be together (boyfriend and girlfriend) and at that point in time she kind of put me on the spot so I had no choice but to say ok. I mean what do you say to that "Well thanks, I just wanted to know where you wanted this to go." It just doesn't work that way. So after about 3 months I just really couldn't take it anymore. I just couldn't keep going out with her and pretending to feel the way that she did when I have had questions about our relationship since Day 1. Plus I just didn't like how she treated me compared to how I treated her. I played summer softball with the guys from Sunsplash and she came to like 2 of my games. Both weeks she left in the middle to go to Circle K and sat on her hands the whole time. Even when I got injured in one of the games she never even came over to see if I was ok. I know this seems like something little but it was something to me. Girls from work were cheering more for me than my girlfriend and that is what pissed me off. Plus during the whole time we dated and were going out I got two thank yous from her. One was for the $400+ I spent on prom and a dinner at Old Chicago, the other stuff in between then (movies, numerous dinners, etc.) I think those two things were really what made my decision.
I am still sadly working at Sunsplash where I am overworked, underpaid, and underappreciated. My boss Brad, who I have sense become friends with got fired because of some stupid shit and some help from his so called friends stabbing him in his back. His replacement Tanya has no idea how to run the department and has sense screwed everyone espesically the supervisor staff. So right now I am looking for another job but to no avail. I have turned in apps but I haven't gotten a lot of callbacks which disturbs me. I may have one last hail mary in Circuit City it depends if my old manager Joe will give me my job back. If I can swallow my pride and call them I may be able to get my 8.25 an hour job back which would be nice because then I could get my motorcycle. For the last 6 weeks or so I have been learning to ride a motorcycle with Chris and despite my parents lectures and wishes I would like to get my license and I have already been pre-approved for my loan so now all that I need is another job and everything would be complete. I have more than enough money to do it right now but I also would like to keep my bank account at a respectable level or at least put away something for a rainy day.
Well that definately doesnt cover everything from the last four months but I am all written out for tonight.