Full Circle
So as I awaken, I realize that the circle is almost complete.
I have reconnected, to some dgree, to the person I was a decade ago, took him apart and pulled pieces that I think are good from him, combined them with what was serviceable in the new model. I am still doing this before I completely discard the rest.
I've gone on and off of feeling (and looking according to my brother) like death on a stick. Enough of that. It will be time to progress soon. There is no more time for self pity or self loathing. I am no longer what someone else made me. I'm what I have made myself, what I am making of myself still.
And come hell or high water I am going to live again. No more of my life will be stripped from me.
And God help any who try to pull me down or keep me from moving forward.
I have reconnected, to some dgree, to the person I was a decade ago, took him apart and pulled pieces that I think are good from him, combined them with what was serviceable in the new model. I am still doing this before I completely discard the rest.
I've gone on and off of feeling (and looking according to my brother) like death on a stick. Enough of that. It will be time to progress soon. There is no more time for self pity or self loathing. I am no longer what someone else made me. I'm what I have made myself, what I am making of myself still.
And come hell or high water I am going to live again. No more of my life will be stripped from me.
And God help any who try to pull me down or keep me from moving forward.