Apr 11, 2005 19:40
We left the house on a warm Texas Monday, and I felt elated.
We drove to Sonic to get cherry limeades (drinks were half price), and I felt great.
We listened to Belle and Sebastian ("If She Wants Me"), and I felt cheerful.
We headed toward Houston, occasionally exchanging glances and smiling, and I felt fine.
We arrived at the airport (parking level 6 for terminal A), and I felt OK.
We sat in the terminal and watched people go by, and I wished we had more time.
We hugged, and I didn't want let her go.
She walked away to get to her gate, and I watched until I couldn't see her any more.
I made my way back to the car (parking level 6), and I was sad.
I unlocked the door, got inside, and I cried.
I miss her so much already. I didn't think I'd be this upset. I told her not to be sad because everything would be OK. But I've never been good at following my own advice.