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[rmiller10002]

look, liz i dont want you to worry about me right now, just worry about figuring out how to be happy with yourself, and love yourself for who you are. I love you for who you really are, and i hope you you can love yourself for that too. Just dont go getting massively depressed and do anything rash. Ill be waiting here for you, theres no need to

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[rmiller10002]

oh yeah, could you please undelete sb4? i wanna be able to read your writing that you posted. it helps atleast a little bit. and if you want to post anymore of your writing, id like to read it, ill comment on it if you want, but you dont have to reply. i think i know why you took this lj off your friends list, but if you want to add this one back to your friends list feel free, ill post anything that is meant for just you to read in longjohn from now on, so you can read it there, ill post normal life stuff (if there is any normal life stuff, lol) in here. you can contact me on either if you need me, and i wont contact you unless i truly need you (i.e.: death in family, or im in the hospital, lol). I will be here though, waiting, if you decide before you are 18 that you want to contact me. Oh yeah, and if you cant reach me by LJ and you truly need me, just come find me, or call me, and ill drop what im doing to be there for you. I know you would do the same. Well ill keep writing to you in my notebook, and ill think of you everyday, and i still dream about you when i do sleep, i still wear the ring and talk to you in my dreams and when i go to sleep, even if you cant hear me. Hopefully this time will go by faster than it has been so far, but i know that right now every moment feels like an eternity. I love you liz, and all i want is for you to be happy, happy with yourself, happy with life, and happy with whoever you choose to spend the rest of your life with, even if it ends up not being me. I do somehow feel like we will be happy together and end up together. I love you.