Mar 07, 2007 01:31
So oddly enough I'm not exactly tired after four cups of coffee each with eight packets of sugar. Not to mention it wasn't decaf. Awwwwesome!
I just have to say this.....
My dearest friend Katie is one of the best I could have ever asked for. I am not at all discounting my other friendships in the slightest. She just brings out some of the best thoughts and sometimes forces me to think and realize things I wouldn't otherwise on my own. Perhaps it's the fact that she's a bit older and wiser than I am, so she's been through and done everything I need to talk about. She's never at a loss for advice. And I love that about her. She knows exactly what to say. Conclusion I've come to after tonight's 3+ hours of hanging out at IHOP: I am truly growing up and maturing and some of it freaks me out. Or rather it freaks me out that I'm not as freaked out as I think I should be about certain things. That probably doesn't make sense to some or all of you, but I know what I mean, and she understood it as well. It really sucks that we don't see each other very often these days with both of our hectic schedules, but I suppose that makes me appreciate our nights to hang out that much more. Gives us even more to talk about as well. Never at a loss for things to discuss. Whether bringing up some things in the past or talking about things in the future. She's always been there for me ever since we became friends, and I know she always will be. I know plenty of you others will always be there as well. So in case I don't say it enough, thank you for your friendship. All of you. You know who you are. You know you're important to me. Or at least I sure as hell hope you do.
I need some damn sleep! Alarm will officially be going off in about four hours. Sweeeeet. Long day tomorrow......