hmm a direction??
ok i am so scared now but things are starting to look up.. i am not sure whther or not i am ready to put down what it is i am scared of yet.. because if i say it i could jinx myself.. and i am jinxed enuff as it is! but neways i could have a job this time next week *crosses fingers* at mcdonalds and maybe one at the mayflower.. i need two.. i am going to get my own place here for awhile so i can save up some money and then i am roadtrippin out to reno nevada! hells to the yea.. but when i get the courage up ill put down what i am so damn scared of...