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I'm tired. It's not that i'm sleepy, though. I'm tired of trying. Lately, I feel like i'm trying too hard to please people and have good relationships. I feel like the best friendships i have are those that i don't work at. They just work because we're friends. I hate trying to look for girls, especially. I'm so timid around the ones i don't know. I try to cater to girls so they'll like me, but that never works. When i do that, the girl doesn't care and ends up going with the guy who is ignoring her. I guess i don't have "the old Mac charm" my dad always talks about. Ugh.