Evaluation
Today I had my RA evaluation-- it didn't go as bad as I thought it would. I pretty much did fine, they just think I need to improve on advertising for my programs as well as I need to not show "favoritism" to the staff (this one has Jenn writen all over it.) I hate when people talk shit behind your back rather than just strait up tell you that what you're doing is offending them or whatever. It's pretty childish if you know what I mean. Oh well, they just need to work on getting over their own insecurities.
Today I plan on going to the beach. I texted Guy to see if he'd like to join me so we can chat but of course he didn't respond. Fucking lame! I don't understand this teasing game he is playing. First he breaks up with me last Thursday and yesterday he totally walked up to me, gave me a hug and kissed me on the forehead. I don't understand these mixed messages I'm getting from him. He really needs to figure his shit out...I can't decide what he wants for him. I really hate it when guys act so retarded. I don't have the patience to deal with shit like that.
I am about 15 minutes away from staff meeting and not looking foward to it. I forsee shit hitting the fan...I guess we'll have to see. I really want to tell a few people off but I don't want to cause a bunch of drama on staff either. All I have to say is I don't want to deal with people's shit anymore. They need to step the fuck up and take care of their own shit. Amen to that!!!
Today I plan on going to the beach. I texted Guy to see if he'd like to join me so we can chat but of course he didn't respond. Fucking lame! I don't understand this teasing game he is playing. First he breaks up with me last Thursday and yesterday he totally walked up to me, gave me a hug and kissed me on the forehead. I don't understand these mixed messages I'm getting from him. He really needs to figure his shit out...I can't decide what he wants for him. I really hate it when guys act so retarded. I don't have the patience to deal with shit like that.
I am about 15 minutes away from staff meeting and not looking foward to it. I forsee shit hitting the fan...I guess we'll have to see. I really want to tell a few people off but I don't want to cause a bunch of drama on staff either. All I have to say is I don't want to deal with people's shit anymore. They need to step the fuck up and take care of their own shit. Amen to that!!!