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You know when you have those random periods in life where nothing seems to be right, not that anything in particular is wrong, nothing is just really right. i'm not even sure how to explain, but right now I am in one if those. Everyone knows, including myself, that it will eventually end and nothing will be that bad but in the mean time I am going to bitch and complain about it cause I can and I want to.
Everything just seems fucked up right now and I cant wait to get out of here. I think I am just ready for new things and new people. Leaving here, I am not leaving anything behind. I will still see my family on a failry regular basis and talk to them constantly I know for a fact. I don't have any friends I've been friends with for ever and ever and ever and can't bare to part with. Honestly the only thing thats holding me back from being gone right now is the one thing I despise and hate the most, highschool.
I am just so ready to be done. It CANNOT come fast enough no matter what anyone says. Everyone tries to convince me that I will miss it and regret not doing more stuff but so far the only thing I regret is still having to be there at all. GOD...I think I'll go listen to some Death Cab for cutie and cut myself or something sweet like that.
Everything just seems fucked up right now and I cant wait to get out of here. I think I am just ready for new things and new people. Leaving here, I am not leaving anything behind. I will still see my family on a failry regular basis and talk to them constantly I know for a fact. I don't have any friends I've been friends with for ever and ever and ever and can't bare to part with. Honestly the only thing thats holding me back from being gone right now is the one thing I despise and hate the most, highschool.
I am just so ready to be done. It CANNOT come fast enough no matter what anyone says. Everyone tries to convince me that I will miss it and regret not doing more stuff but so far the only thing I regret is still having to be there at all. GOD...I think I'll go listen to some Death Cab for cutie and cut myself or something sweet like that.