WORST BDAY BY FAR
Well yesterday 2nd of december i turned 20yrs old and it was the most hurtful bday i had.My friends completely forgot about my bday except Ruqayyah who called and said"happy bday richard can`t stay long got to now bye"and thats it , she didn`t even stay for more than 20secs.Then there is Amanda who by the way just send me a text msg at 1am , an hour after my bday tellin she forgot sorry and thats all she said.The rest of my friends didn`t call me .It hurt so much to know that these are the same people i give myself away to, whom i would give my life up instantly to save thiers , these are to ones who i always call on thier bday and stay for approximately 1 hour on the phone with them.Thats how much they mean to me because i care about these people and i love them to death only to find out on my bday how much i meant to each 1 of them.he answer to that is nothing i means nothing to them and it hurt so badly.O had my phone with me the entire day and never once put it down hoping that they would call but sadly they didn`t.Then u got my parents on the other hand who bought a pity cake for me.Every yr in our house when its some1 bday we would order a cake of that person`s choice and spend alot of money on it and they didn`t do that for me , they just went to the grocery and both 1.This yr my mom got 1 my dad got 1 they even bought 2 for my brother and me well i guess they forgot as well.To top it off they then left me home alone to attend a party at my dad`s friend`s home because it was his daughter`s bday as well.Imagine that my own parents left me home alone to go and celebrate some other person`s bday.All of this hurts so badly because rite now i am in tears as i make this post .So today i knew how much i meant to the people whom i love and care about alot.I also realized that am all alone and i need to look out for myself else am screwed.The least my friends could have even done was send a text msg all it cost is about 4 cents but am not even worth that much to them.I am gonna go to bed now and just end this day because a person shouldn`t be cryin on thier bday like this i got to go now.