I left work early yesterday with the worst headache ever. I slept for 3.5 hours, emotionally melted down to Patty when she got home, took care of a couple of things online, ate dinner, went back to bed. Today I feel almost human. It was/is I think a combo of a sinus headache, a tension headache and the obvious barometric pressure drop going on outside. Today I'm going to work as fast as I can and go home to chill as fast as I can, although hopefully in a more chill, enjoyable way.
Also, fuck you, major pharmacy chains that no longer carry Tylenol and only your generic brand of acetemophin, which contains "starch" and it's not labeled what type of starch. When I can barely walk a straight line my head hurts so bad, it's very hard for me to deal with gluten issues you don't even understand.
I won't have the bulk of my Dragon*Con schedule or firm times for anything for probably at least a month, but I found out this morning that I did get accepted to the academic sister-conference with "The Illustrated Dead: Fan Mourning in Response to Character Death in Comics and Manga." Often frowned upon outside fan communities, audiences sometimes engage in mourning rituals at the deaths of fictional characters. This presentation will address fan mourning in response to the demise of characters in both manga and western comics.
In “Tangible Reality of Absence: Fan Communities and the Mourning of Fictional Characters,” which addresses book and television narratives, I argued that through mourning fans “stake claim to otherwise inaccessible desired bodies while also creating a dialogue that eroticizes the deceased” and that these acts are a “partial defictionalization, moving the desired bodies of personal and narrative fantasy into a tangible reality of absence.”
In the case of comics and manga, however, these mourned bodies are representations of flesh as opposed to flesh themselves, so mourning fans not only defictionalize what was lost, but also engage in acts of self-fictionalization that allow union with the source material.
By looking at fan responses to Asao Takamori and Tetsuya Chiba's “Tomorrow's Joe,” Wendy and Richard Pini's “Elf Quest” and Ellen Kushner's illustrated chapbook “The Man With the Knives” I will compare fan mourning for characters in illustrated stories to those in other media while also examining narrative features that provoke these acts of eroticization.
In a moment of hilarity probably only hilarious to me, it turns out Patty and I will be in Chicago for a wedding the same weekend as Chicago ComicCon. I doubt we'll go, but I may need to wander by just to examine logistics re ConSuite (which is set at a multi-fandom con in Chicago, but one that is not intended to be ComicCon, but hey, what do I know).
I'm always saying New York is a 19th-century city. Here's proof.
Problematic article about the longer road to adulthood. Yes, the lack of clear definitions of adulthood in modern US culture is a problem. But to blame it on students being allowed to stay on their parents' health insurance until 26 (they would otherwise join the ranks of the uninsured in our barbaric system) and women choosing to delay having children in order to have education and careers is just vicious and weird. I do not have children, and I am an adult, thank you for playing. elainasaunt found Mark Morford's response.