BLOD
I had another dream where I'm bleeding internally. That is all I remember. Lately my dreams have been so natural and ordinary to everyday life that I often cannot distinguish if it was all a dream, or just a memory, or what. I identified this one as a dream, or maybe a premonition, because, well, I haven't been internally bleeding lately. It did however remind me that I've put off getting my tetanus immunization and that I really need to book an appointment to get registered for classes before its too late... IMMEDIATELY.
I haven't seen a bunch of bugs crawling around my house, as my last journaled dream might have suggest. Yet, at least. Though I did see a large freaky looking spider in the basement/laundry room. It was dimly lit, but judging by its behavior I'm thinking it was a brown recluse.
Anyway, aside from my procrastinating on issues of relative importance, spiders in the basement, and a bunch of things really not going my way (computer rebuild hardware issues), life isn't going so bad. Some of my newer friendships are solidifying. We went and played volleyball and raquetball, and had a cookout yesterday. It was a beautiful day, the first I've been able to comfortably run around all day in shorts, the first day I've been able to frolic and play comfortably outside in general. The language table I put together is still going. It's still in its infancy, and there's a different crowd every week, but seeing people take an active interest and being able to connect on that level really warms my heart. Its not for credit, its not for money, but it honestly feels like the most productive thing I'm doing right now.
I'm in another state where I really don't know where this is heading. I think I may have expressed that when I moved out here, but even more so now that I'm late to register for fall classes. There's definitely some cognitive dissonance going on... still. I'm not sure if it will ever be totally resolved. I have a lot of goals in life, but the main question I suppose is "How can I make it all happen effectively and efficiently?". I don't want to spend some ridiculous amount of years chasing my dreams.
I haven't seen a bunch of bugs crawling around my house, as my last journaled dream might have suggest. Yet, at least. Though I did see a large freaky looking spider in the basement/laundry room. It was dimly lit, but judging by its behavior I'm thinking it was a brown recluse.
Anyway, aside from my procrastinating on issues of relative importance, spiders in the basement, and a bunch of things really not going my way (computer rebuild hardware issues), life isn't going so bad. Some of my newer friendships are solidifying. We went and played volleyball and raquetball, and had a cookout yesterday. It was a beautiful day, the first I've been able to comfortably run around all day in shorts, the first day I've been able to frolic and play comfortably outside in general. The language table I put together is still going. It's still in its infancy, and there's a different crowd every week, but seeing people take an active interest and being able to connect on that level really warms my heart. Its not for credit, its not for money, but it honestly feels like the most productive thing I'm doing right now.
I'm in another state where I really don't know where this is heading. I think I may have expressed that when I moved out here, but even more so now that I'm late to register for fall classes. There's definitely some cognitive dissonance going on... still. I'm not sure if it will ever be totally resolved. I have a lot of goals in life, but the main question I suppose is "How can I make it all happen effectively and efficiently?". I don't want to spend some ridiculous amount of years chasing my dreams.